| | I'm just going to assume that the internet, AS A WHOLE, knew I was going to get into CSUS, and considers it no big deal. I was quite sure I wouldn't and was thinking about ways to perform ritualized suicide that don't require a second.
Today was awesome. I'm awesome. With only 3 people and a manager coming on to the evening shift (should have six or seven had three, more came later but for 2.5 hours it was hectic), and me covering music breaks (everyone was a newbie!)I ALSO ran a kids event. The American Girls Book Club, and I did okay! I had fun, and they didn't seem to hate me (or demand Carolyn should be there, which is what I was SURE was going to happen).
In short, I feel good, and I have two days off! Two fun filled days! And it's such that finding out that my love life is currently in a state of irony barely fazes me. I'm not seeing anyone, I haven't been seeing anyone for a long time, and it looks like I won't be seeing anyone any time soon. To wit, I'm screwed. Well, whatever world! Whatever YOUR MOM! I know what I'm doing with my life and I'm one step closer to ACTUALLY DOING IT. The REST OF MY LIFE, the thing that I've been waiting years for it to start, has an actual start date! So I may be crazy, have almost no local friends, no boyfriend and work for $.12 a minute, but it's not going to be me permanently. I have a DIRECTION. So bring it on, world.
BRING IT THE FUCK ON.
WHOOO
PS forgive my self congratualtory mood. No one is going to throw me a party except me, and if I can't be selfabsorbed in my blog... where can I?
posted by Amber at 2:29 AM
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