its two am, do you know where Amber is?
| | holy mother of god, someone reads this! So um hey sterling, (ooh that's sad, giving a shout out in your blog). I can't sleep, I should have been to sleep... um three hours ago. Had an interesting conversation with Sterling in which I embarassed myself and called him fucking hot. Which is totally true and I stand by it 100% but it is still embarassing to say to a guy friend, I mean, jesus, comments like that will cause girlfriends to impose restrictions. And that is what worries me the most, more so than having him look at me like I am an idiot (Note to self: work on having something approaching a relationship with Irene... hmm that might be too ambitious, Revised note: talk to Irene without many akward pauses and idiotic moments). But I guess it went okay, I mean... maybe if I sit here and wait long enough sterling will open up... or I'll get cold waiting. whatever. I guess I just like him so much, I want to push and know that I can't. I must remember to keep Calen in mind (my incredibly sexy friend who would never tell me shit, even if I used really mean tactics, then spilled his guts to the ditzy blonde because she "understood"[read: fawned over him] him and I was threatening). God enough about sterling, it sounds like I have an obsession...
well, I think I am going to Manny's shindig (probably will be a hootinany) Friday, I talked Lata into going with me. I... like Manny, in small doses. Okay okay I feel socially obligated to be really really nice to him, but I wouldn't want to hang out with him (totally off topic: is "awesome" a dated phrase? Am I dated already?). Then Saturday... I am going to Santa Rosa mall... to go to a Neopets event (shut up! Like i had plans anyways). For some reason Katrina is really excited about me going, she wants me to take pictures, which leads me to believe she wants to gawk and isn't supporting my neopet life at all. (cough cough "bitch", damn I always wanted to do that in real life) I'm a little nervous... I mean I doubt celebrities are going to be there (like... featheralley or garet_jaxx or hrobi or jazz_invincible or zidane. Hey didn't you know the names at least of the popular people in your school, its the same thing here really, only with 100ks of players). I think the level of explaining I feel I have to do about neopets really shows how insecure I am as a player. Well it is two am, so I should go to sleep.
posted by Amber at 1:39 AM
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