| | | | | | Tuesday, December 07, 2004 |
hehe one am giggles
| | hehe, writing papers out on paper (hah!) is awesome, I feel so much better with pen then I do with the blinking cursor of death (name aside, cursors make me flip out). Sterling and I "made up" as it were, as in he said, um... I meant to say that I don't know why I put up with your shit, I know I like you isn't that enough? (paraphrasing) And I said sigh I guess it will have to be. I am so weird, I know. So yeah, spent all day freaking out over this paper, thinking about being empty and such, but like at ten pm ish I started actually writing it out by hand, feel good about it and am about half done. My goal go to bed before three am with a complete written draft. I think I can do it! Bi-polarity is nuts, no seriously hear me out, I feel great, right now. (I don't want to see a therapist, but I will, I will honest) My headache is gone which helps my attitude immensely. frank was trying to tell me that my attitude heavily influences how I take things... which I guess is obvious. I don't have too much to type about really, I did nothing but this paper all day (or rather I did nothing but stare and feel hopeless about this paper all day). I got a snow kookith from the advent calendar, which is cool because unpainted kookiths are millions of neopoints, so at least I can have a cheaper form (even if I can't repaint it, sucky). DC Simpson is bi, which is interesting (I thought he was gay, I guess his options are more open than I thought). Also, scarygoround is so awesome, it defies description. It is a webcomic soap opera with a lot of the fantastic and ridiculous and a ton of great British dialogue. Although, the writer often leaves shit hanging... for months (one of the characters signed over her soul to a demon... in july, no one has heard of her since), he has a way with words.
something to snicker over: "I guess maybe you're not aware that its been quite awhile since I've seen most girls "as women." Poor Sterling he acts like he is so old sometimes, I guess being with one women since you were sixteen can do that to you... a fact I don't like to remind him of because it might depress him (it did the one time I mentioned it). For some reason the way he worded that sentence though makes me smile... what does he see most "girls" as then? Celery sticks? "I can no longer walk past ruffage without my head rotating to follow it, as if it is a comely human female, rather than dead plant matter" I can't decide which is funnier, him seeing women as vegetables (like... an eggplant) or him seeing vegetables as women.
posted by Amber at 1:49 AM
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