going to the Bay Area!
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Well I'm not seeing Frank, which is saddening (and... I really didn't take that information well. Sorry!)
BUT I AM seeing Calen. So I am now freshly washed and dressed and primped, and per agreement am wearing plain underwear (really, that was sort of the agreement, why would I make that up?). I'm really excited! I have an opportunity to dazzle him with wit,enjoy his wit and company, and make him realize he totally shouldn't have turned me down at 15! Well... okay that last one really isn't on the agenda, its a kind of bonus!
Sometimes people think that because I can remember how I felt when I was a certain age, that I haven't let that age go (I swear I'm over John Paul Thyken not liking me, or having Josh write me telling me that I wasn't sexually attractive, really!). I just have a good memory, is all.
And this will be fun, because I'm sure having years to adjust to the fact that he's handsome, he will have learned to handle this with grace (instead of the slightly obnoxious he was senior year... although I am sure I was more than my share of obnoxious myself, not about the beauty thing, just obnoxious). Grumbly, he doesn't even owe me a dance anymore (he paid up junior year)... so much for trading that in for sexual favors. I guess I'll just be no sex Piona.
I can live with that (for today)
Later!
posted by Amber at 2:27 PM
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