If you'll be my bodyguard, I can be your long lost pal (what's my name again?)
| | Ah, good days off. Well, except for yesterday when I worked, so that wasn't really a day off, in fact it was a day -on-. Anyway, I've been really having a good time the last few days. I did a whole lot of nothing Tuesday, which is always nice. Yesterday I worked, but only from 7-12pm, meaning I got to wave to all the people on 'til 3:30 as I waltzed out the door. As the previous post implies, Logan came over last night after he got off work. I made dinner and managed to only burn the rice a little (whoo!). We played games, he beat me up at the board games (he picked -strategy-, I'm -so- bad at those. And, I get really quiet while playing them, so it's not the most lively of gaming experiences). I should mention he beat me at Egyptian Rat Screw (actually a week ago, and yesterday), and if you know anything about me, you know I was undefeated for five years, so it's kind of a big deal. I saw Equilibrium, which I had heard a lot about. It was pretty interesting, a good mix of sci-fi and action, that wasn't self important (some movies that are about the Future hit the Moral pretty hard). We also watched Boston Legal on dvd, which I had never seen. I really liked it, I found the characters compelling (you'd need to, it's a character driven drama). I -love- James Spader. -So- hot. I mean, I've liked him since Pretty In Pink (I think his character is named Steph, don't hold me to that), and then, oh then, in sex,lies and videotape [fans self]. Also, in Secretary (an s/m love story... seriously, it's a love story, like a -touching- one). His character in this show is fun, too.
I really have a wonderful time with Logan. I am a little amazed at myself, usually the whole leave it loose thing drives me batshit. I mean, usually I'm plagued by insecurities: are we exclusive, is he my boyfriend (how do adults even make that transition?), how -exactly- does he feel about me, am I being too assertive, what kind of a Future do we have. With any guy I'm interested in (in cases of reciprocity) I'm -plagued- by these things, and -many- more. Which results in such sexy/romantic instances as me shouting at Jacob "What the Hell -are- we? You call me back when you make up your goddamned mind!" I say -usually- here for a reason. Let me tell you -exactly- and completely whats on my mind right now when it comes to Logan:
"That was fun, I wonder when we'll do it again."
That's -it-. And that... is fucking amazing. Rest assured, Internet, I am not -cured- of my neurotic behavior, my neuroses have not left the building entirely. It's just right now, I'm pretty content.
And, speaking of feeling content and being amazing. I just got my grades in for the semester.
G.P.A. 3.9, baby. I suppose this is incontrovertible proof that I -belong- here, and am not some crazy impostor waiting for her scholastic inability to be exposed to the academic community at large (yes, that was an actual fear I had and yes I -am- delusional in some ways. But I'm getting -better-!). I would celebrate, but I spent all last night celebrating, so I think I'll just feel quietly proud.
[beams]
posted by Amber at 3:34 PM
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