Can't Hardly Wait
| | oh Jesus, tell me why I do this to myself? I saw Can't Hardly Wait, again, and I became so upset by the end. Basically it was another pity party in why can't my life be like this? Have I honestly gone back to Junior High? "I do believe in fate, but sometimes it just works in fucked up ways." Why do I buy into tripe like this? I know there is no one evening in which everything changes and fate works its magic, but God knows I hope for it. I set myself up, I know this.
So I went and talked to Bertha about it (can you imagine?) and we had a heart to heart, in which she told me that I need to stop hanging out with guys who end up making out with me, and that I need to see new people. I didn't want to tell her that was why I was moving out, but I think it was understood. So yeah, my friends right now, the ones I have left are not very good. Argh, I am so dissapointed with college, it has not lived up to the hype, I have one year left and it had better damn well be good. Oh, as a minor note, I do not want to go out with Kevin Luther ever again.
I am going to watch a movie, I can't take all of this right now
posted by Amber at 12:13 AM
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