| Well the day got better, but not great. My wrist hurts soooo badly I can't play on the computer (in fact typing this is a bitch, but I do it for you, I do it all for you). I'm feeling melancholy so I think its time for a song. This next little number goes out to Frank from Amber:
"Hello, how are you? Have you been alright, all these lonely lonely lonely nights. That's what I'd say, I'd tell you everything, if you'd pick up that telephone. Hey, how you feeling? Are you still the same? Don't you realize things that we did, we did were all for real, not a dream? I just can't believe its all faded out of view. Okay, guess no one's answering. Well can't you let it just ring a little longer longer longer? I'll just sit tight, through the shadows of the night, and let it ring for ever more. Oh, telephone line, give me some time, I'm living in twilight."
In other news (a biscut to anyone who actually recognized the song I just typed by the way), I went out to dinner with Pat and this physics grad student friend of her sisters. It was fun, not at all awkward like we both thought it would be, because it seemed like a sort of date, but we couldn't figure anything out for sure. God, you know how I've been bitching about how old I feel lately, I should just hang out with older people, because damn I felt like a kid. My roomates kept asking me if he was cute, but I couldn't even say, because he was a man, and I don't even notice if they are handsome, strange as that is (the fact that he and his roomate were tall probably added to that notion, because Pat and I are really short and they couldn't have been much older than 25). Sigh, you know what (on a completely different note)? I miss sex... and all of the trappings of a long term relationship too, of course, but yeah sex would be nice. Well, I guess I should probably wait until I'm done healing over Frank and all that.... bleh bleh bleh. (what's worse is all my friends [doesn't it sound like I have a lot?] are in long term relationships, and while I am happy for them, I wish they could suffer too, isn't that terrible?) Well, I am going to bed, this has been a waster of a day.
posted by Amber at 11:11 PM
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