Another emoesq blog entry
| I watched "Barfly" tonight (I saw Ridicule as well), god it was either fantastic or horrible, can't decide. It was better than watching Naked Lunch, but was it better than schizopolis, probably not. I found these ear plugs, the ones on a string so you don't lose them. They're Frank's, He left them here... Oh last September I guess, when he was working for that awful cannery in Woodland. Stupid things made me cry, what the hell is all I can say. I need to throw shit out I guess... I asked myself if he came back today and said that he realized he loved me, and that the thought of getting married (as a concept alone) and children sounded wonderful, would I take him back. You know, I don't know... part of me says hell yes in a second, the other part... doesn't want to have him change his mind on me (wouldn't want to deal with the heart break... again). Which I guess means yes... oh sigh. I am such a whiny bitch sometimes, but where else can I be a whiny bitch if not in my blog, enit? If I am PMSing I wish the P part would end so at least I have an explanation as to why I am this emotional. (this is what I get for quitting my pills, I know I know) Bleh that is it, I am done with this, I don't need this shit, this mayonnaise.
posted by Amber at 10:15 PM
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