| | So, yeah, its over now... I got my ass kicked, but I stayed in the game and only cried once, at around seven pm so, go me. I woke up, went to Chinese history, and because of my exhausted/ hunger weak state, I cried a bit during the movie on the Student movement in 1989... okay I cried twice today, but only once about papers. Then I went and worked on my paper, then I went to English where I sat bored while she analyzed a story line by line, it was six pages of LINE BY LINE analysis. I ate three mouthfuls of moldy lettuce... but had to stop because, well it was moldy. I then went home and worked on my paper until around seven thirty pm (it was due at seven, but he said if we got it in before the class ended at ten it counted).... realized I really needed another day to work on the paper. I relaxed and cried for a bit, because I am so sick of writing papers, it defys description. Then, I looked to find out how much I would get docked for a late paper, and none of the papers he handed out said anything about late papers. So at eight oclock I started up again. I got 6.25 pages worth of bullshit out. It was organized, but still needed serious polishing, but it was 9:30, so I printed it out and went to class. I thought, if he does take late papers, then I am golden, but if he doesn't I'll turn in this. I found out... he doesn't take late papers. Thank god I did it.... I mean, it was bad, it was like C+ work... okay maybe C, but at least it wasn't a zero. Then I went to go home (maybe cry a little more), but there was no parking anywhere on my street, and I couldn't park in the mall parking because I saw a patrol guy take down my license plate yesterday. So I searched for a parking space all the way to Sterling's house... nothing (that would let me park over night without an S permit). So, I went to sterling's hoping he could give me a ride home. Instead, I saw Ong-bak, which is... gratuitious... but if you think of it like a MST3K episode... then it was good (people there, Paul, Lisa, Caitlyn (she fell asleep), Josh, Irene Sterling and I) Sterling and Irene are really cute together... its almost unrreal. Yeah, then Sterling drove me home... the whole little food, little sleep for days thing finally caught up with me, I was feeling woozy (I have a horrendous headache right now, I faint because of headaches... it sucks).
Things I ate today, ramen, gum, two bites of moldy salad and half a bell pepper. Things I ate yesterday...ramen, iced tea the day before: sandwich, ramen iced tea... the day before that, ramen and then enchiladas and iced tea. You know, maybe I should eat more... that doesn't sound like a lot of food. (been averaging 4-5 hours of sleep a night, and I am an 8hour girl). What I really need is money... but I've been having to buy food, so my installment that's coming saturday, will be about half of what it should be. Money is tight again... really pretty tight. Not floss and water tight, but definently ramen and iced tea tight (although I think the two things have about the same nutritional content). Alright, well my brain hurts and my week is over (tomorrow I just have to watch a film I missed in film class and do research for my big paper).
Argh... Frank is coming this weekend, but I don't think I get a chance to see him, I am too busy... sucky sucky sucky.
I'm going to bed, maybe when I wake up my headache will be gone... (more likely I'll be covered in sweat up at dawn because my schedule is all screwed up, I saw the sun rise today at a little before six... you know, its not so hot sunsets are better, and they don't interfere with sleep). No really, I am going to bed now, watch, can't stop me now.
posted by Amber at 1:33 AM
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