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So today, I slept very little and got almost nothing done. Okay that's not really true, I slept five and a half hours and I did do some reading for class. I wanted to work on my petpage, but after spending two hours on it, Neopets decided that it will no longer accept embedded gif images... which is nuts because the images I wanted to put up were from neopets themselves... I think I am fucking up somewhere basic, or that its something easy to get around, but I am tired of looking at it.
Didn't have a great conversation with Frank. Apparently his father believes that I kick their dog, Moe. Which... is bullshit, that whole family thinks I hate animals because I am alergic to them. Moe does not take no for an answer, so I toe him off me (because TOUCHING him would give me a RASH), and that constitutes kicking in the Medina household. Personally I think things would work better if his parents and I got into a screaming match, I know I'd feel better after telling them off (although I would probably never be allowed over). I know this must be very difficult for frank, but as he freely admits his family is crazy (he suggested I bring a towel so that I can gently remove their pug from me... I realize that it is too late in the dog's life to teach it NOT to jump on people, but this is so agrivating). I feel like Frank thinks his parents have a point, which bugs me to no end, because... I don't.
Eitherhow, this conversation led into a discussion if my moving to Reno is a good idea or not, Frank laid out all of the negative aspects (figuring, I guess that the positives were obvious), it was really unsettling. I want reassurances, like you know, him telling me that he wants to live near me, instead of "moving is very hard for you, you had a difficult time adjusting to moving across town, and you don't make friends easily." I know he's trying to help, but I want to strangle him.
Which brings me to my final point:
I miss Sterling so badly. .. I have no idea how I am going to survive these few weeks (oh hell I do know, I'll be very bored and lonely, and maybe extra snappish... sigh).
posted by Amber at 8:07 PM
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