so yeah, I had a DAY today
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Eitherhow, to continue what I wrote before.
I bet you're wondering what I am doing up so early, and to be honest so am I. What the hell, man! I truly intended to hang out with Calen for a few hours, that quickly turned into seven. We had coffee, then dinner, then we went and had wine in our old highschool (which looks only passingly like the school we attended). It was fun, really, a lot of fun. I sort of threw myself at him (not really) and nothing happened other than conversation (a waste of company lingerie, I am sure).
INTERESTING THINGS I LEARNED: Robbie Wall is gay, or as it was clumsily put to me, he is probably bi, listing towards gay, because women are a big hassle. WHY DIDN"T SOMEONE TELL ME EARLIER?! I wouldn't have made such a fool over him in 10th grade.
Then afterwards I showed up at Jacobs (I swear his place has become the "end up" for me), I finished off the wine... and found out (what I probably should have known intuitively) that there is MORE than a glass per bottle... whoops. Actually I really do feel bad, because when I stop breathing I always feel that I am an imposition on others, and I never really INTEND to stop breathing. But, he was a sport about it (I think), and we talked, mostly sappy talk, but that's okay, right? I threw myself at him (a little more forcefully) and was VERY politely and in a friendly manner turned down. Which is good, because I really didn't need to go down THAT road again (and I bet neither did Frank). I don't think I was that sincere about it anyways, just kind of felt like the thing to do (I guess I was into being shot down, all I needed was Sterling to make it a trio of turndowns...). Luckily he was extraordinarily nice about the whole thing, and we had good conversation (that DIDN'T end up in either of us ticked at one another), but he did bite me (I am sure I deserved it, but I don't want to explain the marks to my mother tomorrow). Anyway, i have NO idea where our friendship stands, probably its completely in the past... but whatever. Anyway, I finally continued breathing and being awake at like four 15 so I came home. Here I am, exhausted, and a little sore in the cheek (face cheek, from the biting) and the pride.
I personally am going to blame Robbie Wall for all of this. Instead of taking responsibility of my... almost, but not quite scandalous behavior (definently a tease) I am going to blame this on a as good as gay guy who didn't like me at all when I was 15, and didn't just tell me so (instead, let me pursue him relentlessly for MONTHS in a most pathetic fashion). So NUH Robbie!
PS I found an explanation of how light is both a particle and a wave today... and then I found a completley different explanation.
CALEN: if you read this, once a particle going at the speed of light collides with something else, it deaccelerates (because of entropy) meaning it is no longer at the speed of light anymore, which means it CANNOT make every possible wave pattern with "canvas" it can make ONE and then it loses the requirements to stop time (as the particle knows it).
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