| | Today went relatively well. I woke up, wrote a paper and prepared a presentation for Japanese history. I did really well, if anyone wants to know anything about Industrialization in late Colonial Korea (1931-1945), go ahead and ask it, I am that brimming with information. ALSO and perhaps, sadly equally important, I finished NeoQuest II today (I will not relate how much of my afternoon/evening was spent finishing it)... I got the avatar, the 30k for completing, the silver trophy, and an item worth 800k. So I am stoked. Best of all I never have to play that stupid game EVER AGAIN. I can only imagine the depths of boredom I would have to sink to to decide to play the Insane difficulty... may it never get that bad.
On the negative side, I think I may have offended Sterling, more specifically his ideas about the future. He and Irene have been together now for over 4.5 years, and he says he doesn't think about the future or marriage (to her or anyone), and part of me thinks that is cool that he can be okay with that (I could never be okay with that. If I am going to spend five years with someone, especially five such formative years as 16-21, I would like to think that there is a definite future in it!), and part of me thinks... wow, should't you think about it a little bit at least. He told me that that second part reminded him of his mother. Anyway, I am probably overblowing this, but if I did offend him in anyway, I apologize (this is easier than saying it to his face, because he always gives me these weird looks like, wow, you sure make a big deal out of everything). This is the second time in the last two months I've been referred to in familial terms (first as a quasi sister, and now as reminicent of his mother)...not sure if I like it, but whatever. At least they are female relatives, that is something.
Got really sad this evening for no reason. I think I miss Frank... no I know I do. Its just weird to miss him so intensely after just seeing him... friday. I was a grouch today so he told me to go take a bath... when I am bugging him in person (especially when he is tryingto sleep) he tells me to go play on the computer. I feel better, less sad, although my head does hurt. That would be why I just had some Benadryl (my nose always bothers me, but this way I get to experience the cool sleepy side effects too!). Anyhoo, I'm going to bed, so that I can get up for Chinese history, and then start my long ass day tomorrow.
NOTE TO SELF: Get off your ass and write that paper for film history TOMORROW. no excuses.
posted by Amber at 11:53 PM
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