| | I had dance class at ten am... however I accidentally slept through it. And then when I did wake up, I wondered what to do with today (now yesterday). I realized that that what with the new opening (read: gaping hole) in my social calender, I am going to need to find new activities. See, Frank, although he loves me very much, cannot be relied on to pay attention to me as much as I would like if I am not doing anything else. In fact, we fight quite a bit. So, I spent today thinking of ways to keep busy. AND here is what I have: I am going to read more, and work on my identification of asian countries and their respective governmetns, I also want to write more (my Japanese History Term paper got an A-, and a remark that it has subtle elements... and I just thought it was crap!). On Wednesdays I am seeing Lata for lunch, I think I may need to incorporate her further into my social schedule, because I don't know how long the Sterling moratorium is going to last (god, not long I hope), and it would irritate me greatly to be sitting around on weekends thinking about how both Sterling and Frank are out doing things (even if they aren't I will imagine they will be) and about how I am a loser, a crazy loser who could be out doing things, but I am crazy. On that note: this saturday (if that is the 9th) I am going to Manny's Shindig (here's to it not sucking!) with Lata, I hope interesting people are there (and you know, not just me Lata and Manny)... and I hope Lata and I can snag a board game or two... or it might be a long night. Manny is a nice guy, but he works better with a group (he sent out an email saying no "ethanolic beverages"... he is such a dork. Am tempted to sneak booze in, just to be spiteful, but I do not have any booze, and I cannot purchase any. Although it would be funny to be the hard core person there, and sad at the same time. Tight pants, muscle tee-shirt, hair greased up in a DA, a flask o' hooch in my back pocket next to my comb and a pack of smokes in my sleeve. I would lean up against things and practice with my switch blade... both of which would be invisible. Everyone would look at me so strangely, especially when I called them 'dad'... so totally want to do this now... ).
Wow, I totally wandered from the point there. The point is, I am doing stuff... or I will be doing stuff (which is excellent because I haven't talked to a person face to face in a couple days now, and its already starting to get to me... have also started compulsivly checking my email, and I am not sure who I am expected an email from, but I always am dissapointed). The first of which is see Lata this Wednesday (so... "tomorrow" crazy midnight thingy)... the second of which (sure, its a functional phrase, just a little awkward) is play board games on saturday... with Manny (and Lata).
TOMORROW (alright alright, its today): going to class until around nineish, will see Sterling in seminar, hope seminar isn't inane.
P.S. (this is what the alphabet would look like if Q and R were removed) I think it may be safe to say that I like Erotica more than I like Porn ... its too early to make that official, but its just the impression I am getting.
posted by Amber at 12:53 AM
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