where has the righteous anger gone?
| | first off I'm not in trouble, things are all cleared up. So yay!
Secondly, Stupid Ed in his insightful and not at all stupid way, has managed to shame me. Robbie Wall, whom I blamed all of two three entries ago, I'm sorry. Clearly, you with the sexuality confusion issues had a bigger issues than me with the publically humiliating myself over you. Mine was just public is all. In fact... you had the best excuse of all for turning me down of all the men who have turned me down. Which... now makes me wonder what the hell is wrong with the rest of you! Hah! my teenage anger is back!
Actually not really... Man, I can't seem to fill myself with the totally self righteous anger anymore, I remember totally doing that in highschool. Just like its so much harder for me to make sweeping generalizations anymore like "authority figures suck" or "I hate work" without immediatly thinking and often saying "but we need authority figures if we are to coexist as a people, and even though power corrupts, it doesn't corrupt everyone equally. And often people try to be good, they can't help sucking" and "I don't really hate all work, in fact I was raised to be hardworking and I value it. I just hate repetitive tasks which don't intellectually stimulate me." (Jacob's literalism had a hand in that).
I can't even get too worked up about all of this... oy, I'm old.
Well, I'm in Reno, I'm going to settle my move in stuff with the management tomorrow, then head back to the valley to work. I get to work TRUCK! Blues Clues I'm so excited! Sterling is spending this weekend saying goodbye to Irene (heading off to Peru for a month), I hope that is going well (and by "well" I mean plenty of closed doors moments, because I know he's very happy with her, so in that case I want their relationship to go well). SO, yeah, I'm just chillin' right now, Frank is visiting his neighbor Jeff's place. I think I'll just watch the Pretender on DVD!
Today, will be a good day... or else!
posted by Amber at 11:56 AM
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