| | | | | | Thursday, January 26, 2006 |
| | Oy, talk about a bad day.
First off, I've been racked with pain all day, women troubles and severe back pain (I couldn't figure out how to lie down and alieve them both, so I would alternate).
Secondly, I snapped -badly- at Ed. Why? I couldn't really tell you! I'm just -mean- sometimes. Am I really angry at Ed, no, no I am not. He's a really good guy (for someone I've never met in person)... and yet I felt prickly, which I should have taken as a sign to leave. I am currently feeling that naked fear one feels when someone you like sees you at your -worst-. At least with someone you -love- you know they have a vested interest in you, friendship is more fragile. I mean, think about how many friends you have in your life compared to how many serious romantic partners. "Friends come in and out of your life like busboys in a restaurant."
Anyway, it's something to think over, which I will do later, because I'm going to bed
PS I just figured out what this feeling is, it's like in Emma, when Mr. Knightly is dissapointed in her (or is it ashamed) because she was mean to kindly spinster, and she feels like she's going to die of shame. Not because he yelled, but just because he was so utterly dissapointed in her. I always cry hard at that part.
posted by Amber at 11:45 PM
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