| | yeah, so... I took off for Reno, because I feel better seeing Frank, and it wasn't like I was getting any work done... end result being, I still haven't started those two papers. Yes, yes I can hear you saying: Amber you are a fantastically slow paper writer, you take forever, on a good day! How can you expect to get two papers done and prepare for a midterm all in one day!? The honest answer is... I have no clue and am praying for a small miracle. No, really, I do have a plan, its not a big plan, mostly it involved caffeine tears, and getting up early on my day off, but yeah, I can do it. I mean, what was I going to do anyway? Sleep? Bah, I hear that is for the weak. Enjoy life? Double bah, I am 20 years old, I (theoretically) have a while to enjoy life, isn't this what being young is about? Fucking it all over because you are balancing too many things at once? It isn't...? Oh, well... damn, that ruins my plans.
So, perhaps you are wondering what I am doing in Reno. Well I read for class (even when I am being a slacker, I'm not, which is sucky), and I hung out with Frank, I had a huge ass meal at Carrows (hey I got a malt along with my burger and soda, which smacks of fine dining to me). I spent the whole day keeping the weeping to a bare minimum... and this just in from Frank, I did "very well." Pretty cool, eh? Not that I am not depressed, I am, but its okay. As usual I am freaking out about stuff I can't deal with now (instead of worrying about that cel phone bill, which is a legitimate thing I could do something about), and feeling guilty for things I haven't done (ah, the joys of Catholicism. Just imagine, if I had been born into this religion, I could have had a lot more guilt about sex stuffs and body stuffs... I really missed out). But for right now, Sterling is sleeping (off a long day after a wild night of essay writing. I swear somewhere there are college students who have crazy sex/drug filled lives, but I don't know them, and odds are I wouldn't like them anyway), Frank is here and has plenty of body heat for me to steal... I have my wrist brace back (yay!) and my electric toothbrush, I also have clean clothes and Butterfingers. Life is okay, things will be okay. Things will be much more awesome once I get through these two weeks.
posted by Amber at 10:50 PM
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