| So, I've been thinking.
I'm leaving behind a man I love more than anything, I'm switching jobs, apartment hunting, moving to another state, and waiting to hear if I got into grad school.
Is it any wonder I can't sleep at night?
BUT here's the thing. I'm sad, and a little stressed by all these things (as witnessed by my wampir schedule), but over all I'm doin' pretty good.
I don't currently have a nervous habit (no eyelash eating, hair chewing, nail biting, compulsive signing, random eye ticks or general twitches), I don't have a huge depression cloud hanging over me (no random crying jags). I think I'm going to do this, and it's going to be alright (might suck for a while but over all, be alright).
I think what I told Ed earlier tonight was true: he and I both are crazy out and out nuts.
But we're getting better.
posted by Amber at 1:20 AM
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