| | My best friend just walked out the door. The man I’ve loved for years just left.
I told him how I felt, I said the words out loud in a way you can’t take back. Something I thought I’d never do, that I’d never have the courage to do, I did. And, he knew. Of course, he knew. And he didn’t laugh, and it didn’t change his mind. And it wasn’t a movie moment, no music swell, no drama at all. And he held me so tightly, because he cares for me, and because he’ll miss me, and because he doesn’t have the words to say (what are the words to say?). And then he walked out the door, and I don’t know that he’ll ever come back.
And my heart hurts, so much.
And there’s nothing left to say.
posted by Amber at 1:20 PM
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