a post from the lab... the computer lab
| | oh holy mother of god. I am so stressed out. I've been feeling physically ill (as in not vomiting through sheer force of will) for the last... oh14 or 15 hours. I spent the ENTIRITY of yesterday trying like a crazy girl to do two papers... I've barely slept (a 2 hour catnap from four something to six am), I cannot recall too clearly the last time I had something to eat that wasn't gum or caffiene (may explain the nausea). So... you know that elusive second source I spent yesterday trying to track down (the one my PROFESSOR tried to research for me, and came up with one article in Italian...gar), well I emailed her telling her that I couldn't find it, and was going to resort to internet research if that was okay. She emailed me. sometime this morning, telling me that if I wanted I could get an extension. YOU"RE DAMN RIGHT I WANT AN EXTENSION.... however, this would have been good to know you know when I had more than THREE hours before the DEADLINE. ARGH... and that 'argh' truly does not express my feelings on the subject. I basically fucked over my HISTORY MIDTERM to do this paper, no, I TOTALLY fucked it over. I expect a C on that paper... grumble. If I had known I had an extension on film, I would have worked on that paper instead, gotten it up to B something (can't strive for an A I didn't understand the concepts... hrm maybe more time wouldn't have helped). Now I have one crap paper and 80% of another paper. Well I'm totally taking the weekend to do this paper then... and going to do it well, because damnit, I LIKE film studies, and I want to do well in that class (more than I care about european intellectuals, I just like the professor, the man is a middle aged nerd). Oh man, I taste blood in my mouth... I wonder what that is from? I don't think its a good sign anyway. Actually... taking quick stock of myself... I don't think I'm that presentable in general, my hair smells of bleach, I am covered in sweat, and... somewhere (perhaps my gums?) I am bleeding. I think I might look a little crazy... maybe that is why there is no one sitting on either side of me in the computer lab (glances about)... may-be.
Well I have two options I can go attend the last bit of my Euro intellectuals class, or I can goof off for an hour.
I think I'm heading to class.
posted by Amber at 12:18 PM
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